Rock n' Roll Saves My Soul.
There Are No Strangers Here.

As I sit here. Forcefully half watching “Pretty in Pink” and Half listening to music with my cat asleep on me, I feel the sudden urge to type. Now, it’s not that I don’t like “Pretty in Pink” it’s a cult classic and very feel good, just not in the mood to watch it. Just wanted to clarify that. Now please, don’t expect any real topic in this post. I suppose like my other post it will end up being a big rambling session. That might repel some, but frankly I don’t care. I have fun in the process, so why not? Right?

Macy Gray- “I Try” It’s stuck in my head. A bit cheesy and feel good of a song, but sometimes that’s the best thing, wouldn’t you agree? I will assume you all just said yes or at least semi agreed with one of those little head nods we are all guilty of doing on the computer. “I tried to say Goodbye and I chocked. Tried to walk away and I stumbled.” Seems musicians go through a lot more heartbreak then most others. Either that, or just express it in a more catchy way with a “sick beat” or “nasty tune” Those are phrases I recently learned. I know, I’m behind and old, but it turns my head in circles how music can be “nasty” and “sick” Usually I stay away from things that are described that way, but the times are changing I suppose. ANYWAY…I’ve been through my share of heartache and trials and tribulations in the love department and I think me being recently single can protest to that. I feel being able to write a song or something could make these things a lot easier alas not all of us have those same talents. I, on the other hand, can make some witty joke about it, but usually whoever I’m seeing doesn’t seem to think it’s very “funny” to make some sorta of joke throughout it all. I feel we all have little secret hidden talents that can help us through life. Love, enemies, girlfriends, boyfriends, family, friends, school, jobs, LIFE.

I get over these things by writing scripts on these situations and putting a funny twist on it. I hope “enter ex girlfriends name here” never finds the script called “Doesn’t Feel Good Now” and I hope that “Enter Old Time Friend’s Name here” doesn’t see the script called “See? I Told Ya!” and I hope “enter other ex girlfriends name here” doesn’t see my script called “Seriously? Him?” Although Musicians have a harder time covering these stories. I can say the story is fake and change everyone’s name, but in a song it’s a different story. Sure you can change a name, but if they say its not real, someone else wrote it, people tend to get a little disappointed. Sorry Musicians for the hard cover up, but it must feel good to be so blunt about it.

I wonder, how does everyone else do it? Get over these things? Macy Gray Chokes when she says goodbye and stumbles when she walks away. I write. People sing. People compose. What do you people do? Don’t just nod in from of the computer screen. Answer me. Why not?

“There’s no such thing as strangers. Only friends who haven’t met.”

I have a little story for you. :)

So, I was at the 16 Wishes premiere back in June and we caught each other's eye several times- both before you went inside and also after the movie at the after-party/gifting suite.

I remember standing with my friends inside, talking about the movie and you walked by me, stopped and opened your mouth to say something, then you appeared to change your mind and you walked off. My friends asked me if I knew you and I said 'No... I've never met him before...' and I just thought nothing of it. I have no idea if it was intentional but several times after that we just kept walking past each other and exchanging glances & I'd give you a sly smile. :)

At the end of the night, I'd just said goodbye to Nicole Anderson and you came out of the building with all your free goodies and you went to the valet. I was stood on my own waiting for my room mate to come and pick me up and I finally plucked up the courage to go over to you and introduce myself. But as I turned towards you and took a step, the valet turned up and you went off to your car, unaware that I was just about to say hello, finally haha.

So yeah... hi, I'm Jade. :)

xo
Anonymous

Judging by my horrible memory I will say I’m sorry I don’t quite remember, but hey! great to meet you!

Bang. Bang.

      I’ve made an unofficial decision that all my titles will most likely have nothing to do with my actual post or blog. Out of my many many many posts (two) They have been song titles, but who knows, that may very well changed to episode titles of FRIENDS or possible random facebook status’ I stumble upon. Well, as exciting as the subject of my titles may be, that isn’t what this whole post is about. To be honest I have no specific reason for this post. I just felt the need to type. So here I am. Interesting, right?

    As I sit here with Pumpkin Spice Latte in front of me and my Blackberry flashing red to my left, which for some reason I’m a tad nervous to check whatever Email, Text, and/or BBM I have received, I sort of start to think. I say sort of just because I’m not only thinking of many things, but I’m also doing it thoughtlessly. I wasn’t sure if “thoughtlessly” was an actual word, but autospell didn’t correct me on it, so I’ll let it be. “What are you thinking about?” Well, for the 4 or 5 of you still reading and are wondering, many things! It’s already a pretty long post so I won’t get into specifics, but what I want to know is how many of you HONESTLY and TRULY live life day by day? I mean let’s be honest here. I don’t do it as much as I should or would like to, but for lots of us out there I suppose it would be harder for others who don’t really look as they take the next step. I envy those people. If I’m about to take the next step, I like to check 5 or 6 times to make sure it’s a safe step to take, maybe even a 7th time sore certainty. It makes me think how it would be like if we all just lived moment by moment. Even the little things. 

-Sip Pumpkin spice latte (slowly of course, it’s hot)

-Finally press a button on blackberry to see if it’s an Email, text, or BBM that I received (of course I’m not actually going to check who wrote me because it potentially can blow up)

-Change song playing through my Itunes. Sure we all say we love the “shuffle” part of music, but let’s be honest, sometimes you just want to hear that one song. That makes you feel like this. ——->

-Press “Create Post” for I have been dragging on and on in a very unorganized way. (I promise the next post will be at least 12 percent neater)

I have one email, two text messages, and no BBM’s. My BBM is down right now and it’s making me sad, but that’s a whole other post. My Pumpkin Spice Latte cooled down and now I can sip as fast or slowly as I please. It’s the little things in life that make the days go by, so live moment by moment. Why not? Don’t make the little things bigger for no reason.

My Pumpkin Spice Latte is now empty. It was a great a moment.

Skinny Love.

I’m new to this. Can’t really tell you how it works. I plan on basically writing useless things on here that you may or may not care about, but I’m writing it anyway. It’s your choice to read or not. I like questions and I like people. I like hearing feedback from fans. I like you. Yes. You. Get over it. And you may be asking “Well, Matt! Why is this called “skinny love” huh? huh?” I’m listening to that song. That’s about it. No meaning, but I do recommend it. “Skinny Love” by Bon Iver. Oh and I have a twitter! Exciting! I know! Twitter.com/matttimmons …do it.